hum since its almost half past midnight I thought I would blog, I finished my coursework half an hour ago and have been experiencing the strange quietness of night, I'm not sure I like it but I felt like blogging at an obscure time but I keep looking behind me thinking a family member will wake up, I've spent most of the time in my room typing my coursework but had to come down at midnight (when I finished it) to print it off, I am amazed that it is done, I dont know how good it it but it is 2,336 words I wanted it to be 2,500 but that'll do for now, I'll give it to my teacher at college and go and see her on monday.

hum, I actually dont really know what to blog about here are a few points in my brain right now:

1. that i want a gap year

2. that during this gap year I am going to do English Language AS to improve my grammer

3. I'm going to get a job to earn some money.

4. That if Matt doesnt ask me out soon, actually even just seeing him right now would be good, as a friend even its been ages I am bummed that my friend has a boyfriend and I dont, I always thought I would get one before her, but apparently not.

5. I'm gonna end this blog now because my hands hurt from the typing and I feel its time for bed.

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since I'm meant to be revising I cannot be asked to do a proper blog, heres a 2006 quiz instead off noodleface........ 

1) DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR

I don't drink so noone

2) NEWCOMER AWARD - NEWEST FRIEND
my brother James, I mean hes always been there, but this christmas he made himself a friend

3) HIGH POINT OF THE YEAR?
humm theres been a few, but probs the most recent one of seeing the pipettes live

4) LOW POINT OF THE YEAR?
my roehampton university interview.

hello

I havent blogged for a while, this could be because I usually blog during frees but they've been taken up with me having to do homework in them as am too lazy after school at home.

Hohum whats been happening in my life eh well I have an incompetent english teacher, ms.w, who cant answer our questions and keeps telling us to use the notes in the book and if we have an idea that isnt in the notes then she says well its not in the notes so it isnt right- english is meant to be your own ideas!!!
Soo, the other day me and my friends asked her what is actually in the exam and when will we be properly analysing the text and she has a go at us saying we will do it and you dont trust me blah blah. they went back in, just to apologise and she shouted at them again.
We decide to go and file a proper complaint about her teaching skills, whilst we are telling the head of english, ms.w has gone to our head of year saying that the 3 people who went back to apologise ( i wasnt one of them) were horrible students and had been undermining her all year- they asked a frigging question about the exam!! it turned into a big thing blown out of proportion, apparently they not liking her has been building up alll year, but anyway they had a big meeting the other day and now hopefully everything is sorted but i dont know what is going to happen in the lesson tommorow.

ok, what I really wanted to talk/write about was that boy I like- his name is Matias, well he likes being Matt but I like people with unusual names, anyway Matt is shorter to type. 
     Well nothing has happened, but we're still friends and I went to his band pratice last night, I normally say no because I was nervous of meeting his band but it was actually fine. Ha he only invited me because I moaned on msn to him all day saying I was bored.
   I'm glad I went, it was fun sort of, I only really spoke to one of his band members who was cool, who infact took me home since he was going to the same place.
    oohh I have to tell you about Matt's house- he keeps denying he's rich but he has a big house with an electric gate and everything, where he had band pratice was not in his house but in a building in his garden complete with shower, toilet, 2 beds and kitchen oh and drums!!  
     yah so I actually conquered my fear of meeting his friend, because normally when he asks me to come to his band pratice I'm like no no I cant but this time I said yes and it was ok I thought it would be scarier.

If  I can conquer meeting new people then I can conquer an interview- yes I have an interview for Roehampton University for a Primary Education Degree.

Well, thats all I wanted to say so until next blog. Bye Bye xxx 

well i told the guy i like that i like him and he says.....

hes undecided about his feelings...

isnt it generally girls who are confused?

well its done now, he said hes not saying no hes just not sure

so i still have a chance *fingers crossed*

in other news i have a timed essay on monday morning first lesson that i havent prepared for i need to work out how to bunk- its harder now as we are registered every lesson, i only bunked once last year but you know.. hum if i dont go to registration....

well anyway blah and meh are my new favourite words/sounds.

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The internet is a wonderful thing, I cant image a world without it, think about it.  No internet would mean no blogging mind you it would make me feel less guilty at abandoing my other diary and not doing my coursework.

 I have been on the computer for about 4 straight hours today I left it for 10 minutes to make lunch but thats it.

I have written urm about 700 something words of my coursework i am meant to write 2500. I am going to only hand in 1500 i have decided its only a first draft so she cant kill me but I dont think I can even reach that target.

screw robots, I want a device which converts my thoughts for my coursework to the computer, you see I have ideas I just dont know do they answer the question and I dont know how to phrase things. My english grammer is terrible.

Internet= very good for : researching, getting music, blogging, connecting with people. very bad for: distracting me, myspace, games.

I have no excuse for not doing my work and I feel guilty, blogging about the guilt isnt going to make it go away but it takes up some more time to avoid doing it, I'm going to have to do it I know, maybe if I go for a walk or something it'll clear my mind.

I havent gone out with any friends this half term thats why I'm unmotivated, if I knew I was going out or something then I could be like ok wake up get ready do some work and then go out.

well theres another moan from me but an ode to the internet also.

hum funny how the words "do you wanna know a secret", "there is sorta something going on", and "i need time to think if i like her or not" can hurt you like hell

god i need a cup of tea

  how could i think he would like me ?